clinging
Saturday, September 11, 2010 @ 8:33 AM
Hi i am back!!!!! YAY!!! haha i am so energetic now!!!!.....jus got hme frm willy house...had a overnight stay..haha...erm half naked outside with ed outside his house waiting fr willy...haha shiok...erm...nothing much i could say...watch horror movie,then comedy...halfway fall asleep...haha...then the others went mac while i was alone sleeping...ate mac as they takeaway for me..then after dota with ed jh and willy till we left...haha over its tired but fun...having uncountable cough:(...
i hope ue will still rmb me when i leave, reminisce,remembering all the fun times we had tgt or in a group...SHAWN TAY YIEW CHIN will rmb ue,ALWAYS,in his memories....come on lets smile and cont kicking about:)
Friday, September 10, 2010 @ 3:55 PM
haha backed:)...went ecp for bbq and overnight as well....cycling,slacking,chatting...All these things are simply awesome!
but yea i am very very tired as well....
sitting there alone,staring into spaces alone for an hours pls....thinking of what he(jc) said...i went into deep thoughts...tears...i kept it inside my heart,but felt so hurt.....ARGH!!!!!!!!!! should i sae it out rather than keeping it to myself???
i am fine...endless cough..haiz
i realise how lonely i am...
mixed feelings,sad,happy,angry,disappointment...
dear god,
pls clear all my doubts for me,i dun wanna be keep struggling...at least i giv it a shot but.....
Tuesday, September 7, 2010 @ 11:02 PM
hope ue enjoy it,its jus smth simple:)...
hope its the effort and not the outcome that counts....:)
Monday, September 6, 2010 @ 7:32 PM
she is still as funny as ever...i like it...
(someone else)
well,i hope ue are really enjoying ur life...:)
winsome smile from ue extraordinary meaningful
i guess i am to blame myself for all this while:)
but i shouldnot kept clinging as well, so...
at the end of the day i hope ue would appreciated it and rmb...:)...
it doesnt matter what position i stands in ur heart
at least now i tell myself i didnt regret anything...:D
able to love ue now is the best thing i can treasure currently:D
i am still asking myself,should i?? :/
well girl i miss ue..:D
<3
Sunday, September 5, 2010 @ 11:02 PM
looking at her face,i realised how sweet it is...tell me how? argh
@ 12:54 PM
Just gonna stand there watch me burn
well thats alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there hear me cry
well its alright because
i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie
well only time prove everything,mixed feelings....
how i wish i could be beside ue watching ue growing each day...
how i wish i could be stronger...setback...................
please,can i???
:(
maybe ue deserved someone better...